Friday, January 25, 2013

"LOVE IS"

I love "LOVe" and all this is is to be,
for the mere concept of love, through the good and bad, although it almost had me broken, has certainly been good to me......

Love is not only cooking a meal and saying I hope u like
Love is not asking, how do I look, is my makeup alright
Love is not isolated, or faking, but being real
Love is more than sticking it in, getting a good feel
Love will concentrate on doing what needs to be done to continually make you cum
That feeling you had the night before, you still feel it the day after, causing that sudden, uncontrollable (throb, throb, throb)jump.
Love is more than the words that come out of your mouth
Love is shown to the person you love; it erases ill doubts
Love does not forget, but it forgives the mistakes made
Love holds no grudge, and comforts all rage
Love is as real as it gets when the **ish** hits the fan
Love is the most beautiful part between a woman and a man
Love...real love seeks for an understanding when something is not clear
Love is that gentle touch, that pc of mind, that gentle voice that you love to hear
Love removes all doubt when that person you love is there by your side
Being real with you at all times, not allowing your feelings to hide
Love is the shit, love is the shit, love is the SHIT when you KNOW it is there
Love sticks by you, when you have your cross to bear
Love does not ask where you have been just to judge you
Love asks where you have been out of care, worry, and because it misses you
Love is faithful, and NEVER lets you down
Love has its arms open wide for you, each time you come around
Love protects you from harm coming near
Some tough love is necessary when you are being stupid and feel like logic is not for your ears
Love is unconditional, and is as real as it gets
Love can be the most beautiful thing in the world, and holds no regrets
Love is uncontrollable, and is not created for us to understand
But definitely worth having and is surely the most sacred and the most beautiful thing between God, a woman, and a man
Love is that place that i SSSOOO long to be
i love love, for love has always been good to me
"xpressurself"

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

This Damn nervous Tick............

Every time I am not in your presence, but when I am speaking to you from a distance, I get this damn nervous tick
What is THIS shit?
I noticed that I can look you in your eyes, and have about as much control as I need
But how in the hell do I choke when I converse from a distance, and it’s the same each time I speak
There becomes this overflow of silliness, and clumsiness filling up the tip of my Medulla oblongata
Forcing me to uncontrollably regurgitate words and phrases, that I really don't gotta
hell after i got this chance to meet, i should have been able to settle myself down
but now i run off at the mouth, rambling and shit, making me look like a goofey clown
This is not me, and i will not claim this into the air
This burden of messing this up, i do not think i will be able to bare
My tongue has become a major issue with me now that I am kissing age 40
The best use of my tongue here lately is when I am in the middle of being naughty
My past has become a huge blockage, and I think this is part of defense mechanism, causing me to unintentionally suppress my baggage hiding my false morality
Now this is a question I have to face up to, because this is affecting my true reality
I am being given a chance to face up to my present, bringing birth to a future literally in my grasp
Will I mess this up with my being anxious, clumsy, and goofey, and speaking all out of term, yyeeaa, perhaps…
I have been told to calm down by many, even God has told me that this thing could be as fragile as a small kitten
I am needing to calm the hell down before I destroy this opportunity that I have been given
“Xpressurself”