<<<<<*****i want to be nice*****>>>>>

I want to be nice to you

I see you corner eyeing me waiting for me to make a wrong move

And that’s cool

My momma taught me what the Bible said, and it said to love my enemy

And that includes you

Some would call me a coon or a fool because I choose to wish well for you

I do not look for another one of my neighbors, or my friends brothers, or my

Cousins to fall because of you

And though I look at all the harm you have caused, I am making a choice...

I really want to be nice to you

I just left the block with the color of blood that you shed

your partner left a dark memory and future of another son, brother, grandson, dead.

For whatever reason you have, to hate me, or to follow whatever orders you

Have been given to destroy my kind

My first thought is to use my own mind,

Until it is time to react back. Yes I.... I understand the NWO is coming

And by the end of this year, there is a possibility that with the rest of my community,

I too, may end up running….

away from you and your goons with badges

In the back of my mind I be hoping someone shoot your evil asses,

 but I have chosen,

Love to rise above the evil and the havoc you and your superiors have caused out here.

No weapon formed against me shall cause me to fear.

Just remember, In the end, you lose.

This act of kindness will fuck you up in the long run, so I choose…

I choose to be nice to you.

“xpressurself”

Broken Love *** find mis-trust***

Ok, ok,

The situation is grim,

He loved her deeply, and she loved him

There was a prophecy shared a while ago

Destiny would come… failure came slow

The laughter that came about was ridiculous

Together they were mischievous,

Though the love making was sporadic, it was ssoo delicious.

Then here comes the suspicious, openly unexpected mentions

No questions was raised, no bad intentions

Things were going perfect, well at least on the surface

Shit was too good to be true, there must be some disservice

One was thinking too much, the devil was making his purchase

He gathered all he had, until he brought all he needed to  build a disturbance

So here comes confusion, anger, and doubt

Crying out wasn’t the same, so now there are the silent shouts

Who is the bigger person, to stop acting out

So good at fighting for everyone else, but with each other, they are all battled out

No, that is not the end of it, but as I said before this shit is grim

Giving up was coming easy, though he loved her deeply, was she really in love with him…..

To be continued………

2TDM

“xpressurself”

upon all the heathen....... Obadiah 1

It was the satisfaction of pride that caused them to do the things they did

No, they were not kids, so they knew better

They should have just did what was necessary, but instead,

 they led themselves to their own slaughter

The violence of their brother caused much shame

In their hearts.

So now forever they will be set apart.

They chose to place themselves on the other side

They and their kinship cast lots, upon the chosen

Now they freeze when HE had spoken.

 thou shouldest not have looked on the day of thy brother 

in the day that he became a stranger; 

neither shouldest thou have rejoiced over the children of Judah 

in the day of their destruction; 

neither shouldest thou have spoken proudly in the day of distress.

 Thou shouldest not have entered into the gate of My people

 in the day of their calamity and stress; 

yea, thou shouldest not have looked on their affliction 

in the day of their calamity, 

nor have laid hands on their substance in the day of their calamity.

 Neither shouldest thou have stood in the crossway to cut off those of his that did escape;

 neither shouldest thou have delivered up those of his that remained in the day of distress.

 “For the day of the Lord is near upon all the heathen. 

As thou hast done, it shall be done unto thee: 

thy reward shall return upon thine own head.

 For as ye have drunk upon My holy mountain, 

so shall all the heathen drink continually; 

yea, they shall drink, 

and they shall swallow down, 

and they shall be as though they had not been.

 “But upon Mount Zion shall be deliverance, 

and there shall be holiness; and the house of Jacob shall possess their possessions.

“xpressurself”

Pillow Talk

she told me.....
Did you like that? was it good to you?
did I do all of the things that you wanted me to do
I enjoyed every moment, I enjoyed the intensity
it was like you were at every spot that I needed you to be
but give me a second I, am a bit sensitive
only for a few, I just need to sit still
Shelly needs to recover a bit, she is feeling a bit nice
I was not able to do what I wanted to do, but that was pretty damn alright
but did you like that? were you pleased?
I still have that bubble that I really need to release.

I told her...
I am good, I am great, I love the things you do
I too just want to lie still for a minute, but I so want to get back to you
did I like, damn right.... everything was on point
I am still feel you, I am throbbing
your body so soft, and your scent I am loving
I just need to lie here for a moment, I just need a minute to rest
Lying here between your legs, my head resting on your breast
I am throbbing, I still want you, what do you mean was it good to me?
I enjoyed each and every moment, with each and every piece of intensity......

2TDM

Time Unwarranted********

You really do not know me.

Are you even interested?

Do you even have any need

To know who I really am?

Loneliness is not only being alone.

Loneliness is going outside to look

At the different shades of orange in the skies as it ripples on the water, making a reflection

Of the moment in time when I had to

Look at it..... alone....
 while you chose to watch reruns

Of Good Times, and Three's Company

Instead of appreciating life.
You instead

Made it a point to once again, call me…….. weird.

I NEED to tell you that my “whatever’s”

Are slowly turning into “fuck you’s”

MY conversation that I need from you

Is changing direction.

And my pen is running out of ink.

I am not trying to tell you what to do

BUT……

IJS…………..

“xpressurself”