I Want My Life back

 

I really wish we could get our lives back.
I stand as a man, like everyone else, but where are my rights at.
No, the hats that I wear, are not the same hats that you may wear in combat.
But why attack my differences,
as if I am some type of hindrance,
where in the HELL they do that at.
I have a mind, a heart, praying for the means to be able
to carry all the upcoming weight on my back.
Please stop trying to piss me off, because my rage
Can indeed be a fact
God said vengeance was HIS, well I am in HIS image
Which means I am HE, and my anger will pound on your back
So please stop that.
For when I finally open my mind, it is time for you to draw back
I am a God amongst kings, a savage to my enemies and I WILL fight back
I only want to live with you, we should not have to exist with the pack
I am trying to be nice to you, but it seems you do not want that
I am standing as a man, and my black attack tactics are in tact
And I am getting anxious to use them, though I don’t want to
I only just, really just ……………………want to have my life back
“xpressurself”

""I Got You""

As I held her, she told me…………..

Baby, please just tell me that you love me

I been in my feelings for the longest time, and

Right now I am loving your embrace.

I never knew when I would, once again be in this place

With this uncontrollable  smile on my face

And because of you I feel misplaced.

This is surreal.

And as much as I am trying to not like you

I find myself loving you, though I know I do not want to.

I got some past issues that are forcing me to want to reject

What you are showing me.

But, the things you are telling me make me

Feel more at home.

Because you see, I have heard that from these fraud ass niggas

Nothing ass male figgas

These metro-sexual ass borderline bitches

Liars in every form of the word tell me how much they

Want to do for me

How they want to do nothing else but encourage and lift me….

And look at you… you are actually DOING it…

So right now… baby please…. I know that I am currently in my feelings….

But…………

Baby, please just tell me that you love me

While you are holding me firmly with your tight embrace….

With these tears running down my face

This is surreal.

And I am so loving this place…

“xpressurself”

"snc"