Dating... No Truths - II Corinthians 4:18 NKJV

Dating is debatable.
The necessity is not verifiable.
Send me truths,
 that are reliable.
Explaining when, and what I am supposed
To do.
Fools search for perfection in a person
Only to end up with years wasted.
But you dated for so long, when the truth
Was always in your face.
If only u listened when you FIRST asked
 God To show you if you should go forward
Do you still think you would have gone onward
Our hearts will get us killed, our minds
Work just fine.
Common sense ain't always common
But our senses  point out those signs.
Now look at you, fear has now set in.
The fucked up way shit ended is  keeping
You from how you should begin.
 no truths lie in dating, who are you really
Getting to know.
Just a few conversations are needed, and
The darkness will fade out
HE  will allow that light to show.
"UtterlySpeaking"

II Corinthians 4:18 NKJV

[18] while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

https://bible.com/bible/114/2co.4.18.NKJV

HE Protects me

My FATHER keeps me grounded....
Though the anguish compels me
satan knows where the key lies, but God's love drives me.
Denying me the satisfaction and gratification of rage that has me aroused
HE protects them from the pain and vengeance that's  housed.
HE keeps me grounded.
The tune of the lies has a melody so potent
Sounding the alarm
yet no one notices.
Who am I protecting, while the bullshit against me is so astounding.
HE keeps me grounded.
HE said vengeance will be HIS, towards the evil orchestrated appointed.
HE made HIS statement clear, no one shall harm HIS anointed
"UtterlySpeaking"

II Chronicles 20:17 NKJV

[17] You will not need to fight in this battle. Position yourselves, stand still and see the salvation of the Lord, who is with you, O Judah and Jerusalem!’ Do not fear or be dismayed; tomorrow go out against them, for the Lord is with you.”

https://bible.com/bible/114/2ch.20.17.NKJV

the awakening - James 1:2-4

preserverance

efficiency

God

temptation

persistent

James 1:2-4New International Version (NIV)

Trials and Temptations

2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

In the awakening of the dawn, walking in the light

standing straight, observing the bait, God has me ready for this fight

I had that straight and narrow march, with a little rock from side to side

had not eaten in several days, weak, yet praying, reaching deep within for my pride

I promised God and myself, that i would fast for 21 days

only the spoils from the earth, and water, from spark up, until i the vanishing of the sun rays

Work is becoming hard to manage, while keeping respect and home training in tact

Oooohhhh, but my supervisor is really pissing me off, he really needs to step back

Taking instructions from the Word of God, and  my obedience will not waiver

Its day 20, OOHHH and there is plenty of goodies in the refrigerator

FATHER I THANK YOU FOR YOUR EMPOWERING LOVE, EMPOWERING ME TO FINISH THIS TASK

ONLY FOR THE PLEASURE OF BEING IN YOUR PRESENCE, THIS IS THE ONLY REQUEST THAT I ASK.

BUT I AM FAINT AT THIS MOMENT, AND I AM CALLING YOU TO LET ME STAND

Doing what I need to do, to endure in HIS spirit, and I give YOU all that I have..... 

"UtterlySpeaking"

I DO LOVE YOU

I love you so much....
some may think i am being thirsty, or needy,
well I am, and I am man enough to admit it
I need you like the desert needs water
i need you like a smoker needs to quit
I need you to take your hand and cover me.
i know I am a man, and and i know what i am supposed to be
but YOU made me this way
By the things you have done to me
and the things you would say

**i be all blushing and stuff,,**

imagine that, but in the midst of me
being in my feelings, you assure me everything will be OK.
You would tell me to stand up, and stand still
while you orchestrate my steps.
O' wretched a man I am, you understand my mistakes
and you help me to correct me, all for your sake.
 what i faltered, being as gentle as i need you to be
You get a lil gangsta with me in the process, and
trust, that is just fine with me.
you continually tell me, be not afraid or dismayed
stand ye thou still, assuring me, this is your stage
Vengeance is not mine, this is certainly your fight.
Washing me daily with the blood of Jesus Christ.
 I am constantly amazed by your blessings and such
I can not thank you enough,
and GOD I love you sssooo much.
" Utterly Speaking



I'd cry aloud
you remained to yourself, though i needed......

To my church

To my church

There is one body and one Spirit, just as also you

were called in one hope of this calling;

You and I are one.

I knocked at that door, and you opened it,

And when you took that oath, you were then baptized

In the circle of life that involves the art of submission

That will be practiced by us.

True indeed, I am the head.

And I will serve you from this day til the

End of time,

Simply because you said you would accept

This calling of being all mine after

the first time you lifted me up before HIM.

You accepted this calling

Just as I came from my place of which

Life continued to give me a devastating blow.

Knowing that I will eventually die for you.

All I ask is that you accept me as the head, and I

Will serve you, while I teach you, as well as lead you

I will not rule over you

But I will guide us in building this temple

All for the sake of Love.

Unconditionally……………..

After your tears,

we were baptized into one body,

and we were made to drink of one Spirit.

Your body is now, not your own, but mine,

just as, My body is not my own, but yours,

Taste………… and see….

For I am……. Your husband, and you are my wife.

And I will serve you… as such….

“UtterlySpeaking”

2TDM

Ephesians 5:23-26 NKJV

[23] For the husband is head of the wife, as also Christ is head of the church; and He is the Savior of the body. [24] Therefore, just as the church is subject to Christ, so let the wives be to their own husbands in everything. [25] Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself for her, [26] that He might sanctify and cleanse her with the washing of water by the word,

https://bible.com/bible/114/eph.5.23-26.NKJV