My mental state is under attack, with mindless emotions
that i have had for the past 5 or 6 years knowing and hoping
for that opportunity, yet unbeknownst me, a distance was approaching.
We are just friends; true?
i gotta be careful not to pour it on too fast
give it all i got, boy don't come at her half assed
all gassed up yet cool with it, but be easy. her mind is caught up with her past.
I am a "G", and I see this shit through
utterly speaking, needing to exhale these phrases,
as my expressions go twisting a-bout, coming and going in phases
critiquing my words, they remain dormant, with safety.
for what reason am I so afraid of you?
I came alone for a reason, I promise I did not come here for this,
your rush to bust is worrisome, what are we here to accomplish
my vulnerability is unsettling, my screams are coming unhinged
what happens when I kiss you
I am here alone and I didn't come here for this.
I can either keep you around or push you away, I did not come here for this
how should I kiss you, do I really want it like this
no, I do not want you like this.
