I Compromised

I compromised
I took for granted the fact that you would always be right there by my side
I put aside the one thing that you gave me, and left my heart and soul open wide

I compromised
out of me being human, and in need of something that you already told me, you would give
I ended up placing you second, taking a bold, yet stupid chance of my life standing completely still

I compromised
I gave your promises to me a chair on the back seat while placing uncertainty by my side
and i gave those promises of what i believed in, to the needy and unconcerned, and instead received flat lies

I compromised
I guess i was hoping that i could create something solid, which first, was my biggest mistake
There was not a nothingness to make, so i should have been working on ways to go from good,
working on making it great

I compromised
and Father I ask for your forgiveness for placing you on the back burner of my life
From this day forward, it will never happen again, I won't even have to think twice
"xpressurself"

I Made You.... My god ** read and decide ***

And all of these things I praised about you

Your hair was the biography of you.
It told the story about your years of suffering
your sickness, your strength, your faithful struggle of mothering
being a Lioness to your cubs
protecting them in a way that ONLY you saw fit
it was you alone, and no one else could say shit

Your voice, so soothing to the ears, loving the way
you could even characterize a sneeze making it
an ease to listen to.
I cherished you.
I idolized you. You were my sin.
day out and day in.
I wanted to spend each moment, each opportunity
with you.
and it was all so cool.

and it seems that each time i tried to place you and God
in the same reference.
each time i did, i damaged a little bit of my own substance.
I made you my voice.
You took the place of my Heavenly Father,
even when i TOLD you i gotta get my stuff right.
You were good with that, but it ended up, you and i
spending the night
either on the phone, or somewhere alone.

I was never made to bow to you, or to totally submit to you
but just as the church was nurtured, i was made to love you
My jealous god was not the one that spared HIS life
My jealous god was the one i had thoughts of making my wife
And my Jealous GOD was not becoming jealous anymore, HE was

\becoming my furious GOD
But, because HE loves me so much, He told me to wait a minute and think
about what you are doing
and i realized that in fact, the only thing i was doing was losing.
all of that just for you to tell me, fuck me
because you say i did not show enough concern for you, you no longer wanted me
Now the question became, which god, Which GOD,  is worth placing on hold
i may be crazy, but i can wait on being humiliated, but to put away My Father: i dare not be so bold...
"xpressurself"

Worn Down......... **************^^^^^^^^^^***************

Sometimes the fight that is in you,

It wears on your whole body

Becoming drained

Feeling the pain

With not enough strength to sustain

Yet the reign of your super powers, are questioned

By the ones that depend on you.

You are a superman, no weakness is in you.

Becoming a fool of your own expectations

drowning in a pool of failed patience;

it wears on you
 ain't no love deep enough to accept
this type of bullshit, and deal with it by yourself

We procreate our own existence.

And we move on our paths with persistence.

BUT how easy it is for all of that to be diminished

By YOUR ass

Yes you…. “Negativity………”

Negativity is kryptonite to Superman.

And no matter how much it is fought

That rock, that person, that situation, that small

Piece of drama can fuck up everything that you stand for

If you let it.

I have learned to look to the hills for my help

And it seems like I will be forced to make that trip up by my damn self

With only God’s help

Up that mountain (not around it, but head-on), down that sea shore

And in the name of Jesus, I will claim my victory, and that negativity 
that was so piercing to my side, will be no more

“xpressurself”

Sunday Announcements.........

My name is Sis. Ursula Smalls of the
Mt. St. Nicholas missionary of all Urgency Baptist Church
and i just gotta say that we is on fire...

We remain within these walls praising
HIS holy name, Sunday after Sunday
we gon raise HIS name higher...

If you wanna stand on yo feet, take off
yo shoes, or run all around this church
we say it is ok...

but the fact of the matter is, we ain't really
gonna do that, so don't really listen to what we say...

don't be looking for us to go outreaching out
to these folk that be on the streets, or those sick
and shut in, cuz if i gotsta be truthful about it all

i knows i done did my part, because, i gave them
all a call. (some did not answer, but thats ok, God knows my heart)
um, um, um..... (thank ya Jeeesus)

We is gon listen to the choir, make a lotta noise
for our Pastor, so we can make him thank
he doing a good job...

The collection plate comes around about 2 or 3 times
and we gots to make sure we rob'n Peter
 so we can pay back Pastor Paul...

(he ain't preach'n for free)
We gots some wonderfuls Deacons that
do not give us not no mess...

for one thang, They only wake up when it is time for
the money to be collected...

But best believe, we's gon dance that
holy ghost dance whens our musicians
start to play

but when that holiness gets in the music,
i likes to do my lil holy ghost routine, i be practicing
every day.

We's haves Bible Studies every Wednesday
starting at 7 0' clock PM

we luvs talking about the do's and the don'ts of the
Bible, just make sure you do all of your don'ts
before you get here, and before we begin

so if you looking for a church home
where we enjoy being INSIDE the house
of the Lawd

You need to join us at
Mt. St. Nicholas missionary of all Urgency Baptist Church
come on aboard, come on aboard, come on aboard.
"xpressurself"

Father..... forgive me (pt. 2)

Father,

I thank you for this opportunity of coming before you

i know and understand my time could have easily been due

i could have been many other places, good or bad, but this present time

was strategically orchestrated by you.

Father i ask you right now, to forgive me for all of my sins

those that i am aware of, which i have repeated over, and over again

and for those that i am not aware of, and i ask that you make them

apparent to me, so this cycle will end

I am coming to you for the sake of those

that are less like me

not so fortunate in seeing any type of light

down the tunnel, and their smiles are not so glee

there are homeless people that are out on the streets

starving with absolutely no food to eat

no water to run, for them to get clean

and not so much of a support group to keep

their minds at ease

it is not my place to judge them, for whatever

reasoning they may have to be roaming around

migrating from section to section, moving as often

as our government may move them around

i have no right to judge them, for i know "life"

happens, and life happens hard

whether from losing good job, to being screwed

by loved ones, to drugs taking them by storm

I will not make a bad statement about them, because

i know I could have been in that same place

You could have allowed life to take control of me

OH GOD i thank you so much for your grace.

but Father, i ask that you keep me, and build me up

so I can be a vessel to your less fortunate children

bless me and others that have the love of Christ

to be a real blessing for them

This is a simple prayer, with out all the fancy 

idioms, and metaphors, to get anyone all

pumped

This is a simple thought that i am sharing with you

that i am hoping goes up

I love you Father, and i hope it is

delivered to you with haste

I thank you and i will be so careful to

give you all praise

In Jesus' name

AMEN

"xpressurself"

I Write.........

I write.....

I write for the sake of getting the word out
speaking my mind.
it is funny i always get sleepy when
i get ready to write about Christ.
and sometimes i give in, but sometimes
i don't
sometimes i know i just have to fight threw it
but sometimes i just wont

i write for the sake of my
full figured potential
I love my sister big boned, for their heart
to me is more intentional
ask her for a dollar, and
if she don't have it, she'll get it
let her know you hungry,
she will hot skip to the kitchen

i write for what i use to
call my situation
I now know that God sent her to save me
becoming more of an inspiration
My hope for the future
standing willing to wait
Not waiting for me,
but for God to call her my mate

i write for the boys and girls
that know not about Jesus Christ
for the men and women
that just do not YET have it right
being a messenger, a vessel,
a glass of water
grasping the message, getting it out
holding it in at bay, telling it as it was spoken by MY FATHER

I write because i just love to
more than reading a book
sometimes it makes sense only to me
but, as long as others take a look
i dare not keep the truth to myself,
it is suppose to passed along
so i will pass it to anyone that wishes to
receive it, from the old on to the young

i write for the sake of love,
love has been the very thing,
that came from above
spreading down on each of us
in hopes that we will all see
Love has loved me more than anyone or anything else,
so for that, i love love, for love has been so good to me
"xpressurself"

Bus Ride........

My truck has been out of sink for a while,

and I am having to catch rides back and forth

and they are coming way from the south of town

just to come and get me on the north

now my initial thought was to not even tell

anyone, that I needed help at all

But, when I do that, it raises more of

An issue, if I do not make certain calls

So as my commute would come, although

I never actually asked for the help

But the refusal would not make too much sense

But as the days grew by, though I was doing all I could

I still could sense a bit of their tiredness

Out of love, through the kindness of their hearts,

Back and forth to and from work, back to where I stay

I KNOW the commute is a lot on them, so I decided

I wanted to do something different,

To keep them from coming so far out of their way

I am going to ride the bus today

It has been over 20 years, but hey

I felt some kind of way

I saw people of all forms of light,

All were beautiful in God’s sight

But in mine eyes, not all of them were totally right

I would get on the bus and take my seat

And of course, several guys already had me beat

So eventually it would get full, and I would kindly give the

Working ladies my seat

But there should be no reason ladies over 50 should be

Standing on their feet

Guys my age would look out of the window as if they do not see

Just to be outdone by men over the age 70

Acts of kindness cost nothing, and is nothing to me

Imagine if God was a jerk, and chose to be lazy towards me

I would still be standing in the midst of my tears of where life placed me

So you see…. I am glad… I am glad I rode the bus today

There were homeless people on the bus that were

Homeless from life itself

Nothing they did wrong, but was dealt a bad hand

And are now needing a little help

There was the psychotic, the ghetto, the rich, and some poor

Some were just Vagrant, searching for an understanding of life

When it seems, life has just given them no more

This guy got on the bus, and you could tell he had cash

He was black, and dressed like a normal ole Joe that still had his hood pass

My humility is based on how I treat people and my bus ride brought me back

To where I use to be, knowing that all people are not just one way

I rode the bus today,
 and I am glad I did, NO, I am glad God

Orchestrated it that way

“xpressurself”

You are Music...............

I see you this time around, like I never have before//
This peace about you turns me on more, and more, and more//
 Unlike before,
there was this distance that pushed me closer to the shore//
That I was sssoooo unable to ignore//
But now I see you, this time around, making me want to cradle you//
I was told I had this ability to unintentionally disable you//
Is that true?//
Well not this time, my heart will be more cognitive, cautiously making a point NOT to control you// Because, I need YOU,
 to move me//
You have a permanent spot in my soul, that is always able to soothe me//
 Not even my Lady has learned the main ingredient of how you do me//
 You are my wife, which is what my girlfriend told me//
You are music, and when you are on the radio, or my playlist, you do as much to me as poetry.... “Xpressurself”

Jesus Wept....

Jesus Wept,
He cried for that moment in life when he discovered
his friend had lost his life
he cried when he witnessed the sillines of the world
was taken over by all of the hype
Jesus' life was placed on hold so he could go and see
about one that meant so much
i do nto think He would have made the time
to do so, if this was not such
but He did. The world kept on moving but
He made His life stand still for a moment in time
and everything else was major but not so much
important for He could place everything else back in line
But He had to lay His hands on him, and hold him and comfort him
for the sake of His friend meeting the Father
It was nothing for the Savior to keep it moving with everything
else going on, and not be a bother.
 But He paused, and for a moment in time. Jesus wept.........

He made a point to speak to the Father, making a special request
to either bring His friend back on Earth with the living, or make ready his
mansion up in Heaven
I take it God was ready for him, without question.
It is ok to cry, and mourn for this moment in time,
for Angels have once again been removed from our presence
I weep, but will keep the example of my Savior
that always has an awesome message
Jesus wept for his friend, and His compassion exploded
showing everyone it is ok to grieve
He also lets us know, that in the midst of mourning,
His friends are in good hands.......... Just believe
"xpressurself"

do not feel bad for me... not for everyone....

i am living in a society where a man and a woman
is affected by the decision of facing another person of color
regardless if i am a black man.
a white person has to make a conscience decision to
treat a person of another race as they treat their own
and defend themselves to let the other race believe they actually understand
i have been given this line of bullshit, "i do not care what race you are, when i
see you, i do not see color"
you are just a brother from another mother.
and i have to make the choice to be either an asshole and ask
the question "so you are telling me that you are color blind"
and they say, OOOHHH NNNOOO, I SEE JUST FINE
then how are you gonna tell me that you do not see color
when you see me. I am a 230lb. brown skinned male. if you do nto see
 color, what do you see
because obviously you are not looking at me.

I call myself a ni$$a, because that is what i choose to do.
if you do not see color, then i am taking it, this is what you see
the nigga in me
i call myself a ni$$a because i will never run from what my ancestors
had to deal with when they dealt with your lying ass..  predator kinsmen
notice what i did not say..... um hm...
i have had to face this life all my life
dealing with you making me think you are not what you really are
if you really did not see color, that would not even be a damn issue
ignorance has made a crown around you
so... YES... i call myself a ni$$a because that is what i am
to all of you that do not see "color"
that means you are colorblind, so to help you out
here it is... i am a black ni$$a.... guilty
i am what God made, so i choose to be nothing different, but come on and ride with me
and do not feel bad for me,, because of what you are already thinking about me 
but i will break you if it ever comes out of your mouth.... so silence it conscientiously 
"xpressurself"

one word..... First Love

I have seen your works and kindly deeds
you have been there for others that were in need
You have suffered with out murmur, and toiled through the pain
you have held in your tears, even while standing in the rain
there is nothing i have bad to say about you
most of your life, your choices have been good, and you have consistently stood true
a good servant in church and your honesty is commendable
for the most part, it is you that has been most dependable
you have angered without sin, but did not let the sun come up on your wrath
you  have  given  the  last  that  you've  had
your spouse is happy with you, though at times you have gotten on her nerves
I am willing to give you everything you deserve
BUT, there is one thing i hold against you, one thing i have concern of
You have forgotten about your 1st true love

But i have continued to love you through all that i have seen

through all that i have been through, both good and obscene

even when i have lost all that i had, and had nothing to show

you told me you were there, i know, i know

from woman to woman, from place to place

i know and understand i have shown you disgrace

i mean, i would lift prayers up to you  both day and morn

I would ask you continually to to allow me to grieve from being scorned

Even when my so-called hypocritical brothers in Christ pushed me aside 

I yet turned to you, when my so called friends took me for a ride

What else was i suppose to do, 

what do  you mean I have forgotten about you, 

take note to how far you have fallen, and where you are in life

remember how i removed you from all of your strife

You have forgotten what you were doing when you days were coming together

how much you would so desire me, and wanting to be where i was, no matter the weather

a great servant of your peers, and how your heart was so clear

all else came second to what you desired to hear

you did not bother about what others said concerning your glare

But, to be in my house, in my presence, you would be there

There is one thing you have forgotten about, that you no longer think of

that one word involves me, you have forgotten your first TRUE LOVE
"xpressurself"

Again I Rise

through all of the issues that have crossed my eyes
the lower I fell, as damaged as i was inside
from the blood of Christ, God said again I rise

All of the cash that was blown, and did not realize
to the women that i ended up liking and despised
HE continually lifts, and again i rise

i have done some horrible things, told many lies
standing in the middle of the tears from my own eyes
once again i stood strong, once again i rise

Even when i gave up on myself, and the blame was all mine
feeling sorry for my own disgust, i would still be given the same reply
stand up, and stand still, HE said HE would remain with me always.
and once again I rise

I am looking for her

it is awesome to me when i see you

made up

dressed up

like a breath of fresh air

the tone of your voice

your raw, stark beauty

the drag and texture of your hair

that HUGE smile

the laughter from your belly

the type of clothes you wear

the hidden phenomenom of love

from your heart

the way you show that you care

your body so sensitive

to each and every touch

when touched here and there

that ancient structure of your face

damn near built to perfection

and atitude to match,

fine as frog air, no nonsense

so easy to get caught in a stare

promises she will never get caught up

will never cheat, will be of no drama

will never get caught up with the glare

thats cool

thats loyal

thats fair

.......................................

its lunchtime, i turned the flashlight off

i will search a little more later

she's out there........

somewhere.....

"xpressurself"

Naw.. We Good... ********^^^^^^^^**********

We have a battle inside of me, and only one of me can actually contain it
We have our moments being upset at me, and we purposely intensely refrain
Our days are filled with anger, happiness, and rebelliousness and we think we actually like it
our business is my business, and if we are feeling a certain way, then I surely will not fight it

not truly people persons, but we will give the shirt off of my back
you will never know what will come out of my mouth, nor do you know the impact

just like everyone else, we have our moments where we may not want to be bothered
so just leave us alone, and your peace, and peace of mind will remain honored

i am judged by many, and for the most part, we will not worry about the multitude
when we become annoyed by stupidity, one, or all of us, will become extremely rude
one of us is the peaceful people, and the other one is always on strike mode
neither one of me (US) like confrontations, but we will stick to the G-Code (****)
wanting and needing to be loved, because we love, love........ for love has been good to us

one needs it because i do not like to be alone, and the other one only likes you for a certain period time....
 but i like love a bit more than lust, but trust, they are both good for us.... (BIG SMILE)
Our attitude is not destructive, we just rather speak what is on my brains
but the fact still remains, We'd rather not be tamed

NNAAWWWW, WE GOOD............

There is something about being able to get up and go
whether it is a club, church, or even a hotel, where we (ME)
can get a lil bit and off, off I (WE) go.... ya dig???
Ain't no such thing as doing your dirt by your lonely
you either doing your dirt with your partner, or your inner homey
Well, I think we have said enough about me (US), it may be best
to digress from our conversation, and maybe tomorrow we can start fresh...

It was nice speaking on behalf of Van Lamont and Utter Speech, maybe I (WE) can do it again
well, i gotta see what the other gotta say about that, but until then.
Maybe the rest of me(US) may want to speak out the next time
We keep them out of the public eye, but again, until then....
GOOD BYE
"xpressurself"

We have a battle inside of me, and only one of me can actually contain it
We have our moments being upset at me, and we purposely intensely refrain
Our days are filled with anger, happiness, and rebelliousness and we think we actually like it
our business is my business, and if we are feeling a certain way, then I surely will not fight it

not truly people persons, but we will give the shirt off of my back
you will never know what will come out of my mouth, nor do you know the impact

just like everyone else, we have our moments where we may not want to be bothered
so just leave us alone, and your peace, and peace of mind will remain honored

i am judged by many, and for the most part, we will not worry about the multitude
when we become annoyed by stupidity, one, or all of us, will become extremely rude
one of us is the peaceful people, and the other one is always on strike mode
neither one of me (US) like confrontations, but we will stick to the G-Code (****)
wanting and needing to be loved, because we love, love........ for love has been good to us

one needs it because i do not like to be alone, and the other one only likes you for a certain period time....
 but i like love a bit more than lust, but trust, they are both good for us.... (BIG SMILE)
Our attitude is not destructive, we just rather speak what is on my brains
but the fact still remains, We'd rather not be tamed

NNAAWWWW, WE GOOD............

There is something about being able to get up and go
whether it is a club, church, or even a hotel, where we (ME)
can get a lil bit and off, off I (WE) go.... ya dig???
Ain't no such thing as doing your dirt by your lonely
you either doing your dirt with your partner, or your inner homey
Well, I think we have said enough about me (US), it may be best
to digress from our conversation, and maybe tomorrow we can start fresh...

It was nice speaking on behalf of Van Lamont and Utter Speech, maybe I (WE) can do it again
well, i gotta see what the other gotta say about that, but until then.
Maybe the rest of me(US) may want to speak out the next time
We keep them out of the public eye, but again, until then....
GOOD BYE
"xpressurself"

"Let him"........

In all honesty, men have gotten to where no one knows if we are coming or going
there are a lot of things we are suppose to know, but we just dont be knowing
One major factor is a lot of us were not taught as kids how to be men
we have to have that example somewhere around us, but that part of life just never came in
so we had to use the set of cards that we had, but unfortunately most of the cards were red
Most of the women did the best they could, and did damn good as the head
but how are taught by someone that really did not have that experience themselves
to be honest, a lot of them prayed that lesson would come from someone else
so when that time came for us to stand up and do what must be done
the women reverted back to what they practiced for so long
so the battle of who is wearing the pants, and what i say goes
Who is actually right, now no one really knows.
women liberation has so many ladies lost as shit
and selfish and silly ass men walking around just as confused as the kids
but the WORD OF GOD, has never wavered, so lets learn right now
Women and men gotta start somewhere, it may as well be now... 

 (matt. 11:15 He that has ears, "let him" hear...)

ladies learn how to talk to him, not at him, he can hear you from a distance
say what you have to say, and allow him to learn how to listen
Every man that messes up is not dumb, stupid, or sorry
Edmond's mans learning curve is different from Corey's
If it takes him a little longer to get what you mean, you gotta find some way to be chill
do not get mad at everyone in the house, hell you chose to be with Bill
lower your voice, explaiin how you feel
 it is up to you to figure out how to make him hear.

(song of solomon 1:2,  Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth-- for your love is more delightful than wine

Coming from the hood, as well as a single mother home
momma is ok with letting him remain single and alone
There ain't too many stories about the birds and the bees
butterflies fluttering around through the flowers or the trees
Every woman has to teach their man how they want to be loved
how they want to be treated, spoken to, and in what way they want to be touched
We all know what happens in the hood, and what really goes down
I mean, who else is teaching your man, if mommy is too busy and if daddy is not around.
You know your man loves you, but the affection is just not there
calm your ass down, and be patient with him, that is how we know you truly care
i did not know how sweet and seductive a nice and sweet forehead kiss really could be
Until I saw the movie "Best Man", no one else ever told me


PRAY FOR YOUR MAN if you are the stronger in faith of the two PRAY.
it is possible to be unequally yoked, and both be people of faith
Sometimes ladies, it is ok to let him think it was his idea, although it was yours all day
LET HIM seek the kingdom of God, even if you have to kinda nudge him that way
We are dealing with what we got, just as you are playing this game of spades
you two are partners, through it all, and it is all about which team wins the game.
One thing that i learned, the hard way, is the man HAS TO LOVE his wife, this is our command
this means we also have to submit. (let him LOVE you 1. Cor. 13:7  It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
ALLOW him to give you what it is you want, as well as what it is you deserve.
"xpressurself"

A Husband..... true example

the bible says that a husband is suppose to love his wife as Christ loves the church
the wife should submit to her husband, and with this, the relationship is suppose to work
Jesus took a lot of crap from religious leaders, and he loved them even when he did not want to
he got accused, lied to, lied on, spit on, beat, yet he kept it moving forward, and stayed true
he continued to provide healing, encouraged  the lost, and still found time to pray for strength
god was his main objective, along with the peoples well being, regardless where his time was spent.
he had to justify his being, and spoke to all that had a listening ear
he spoke with authority when it was time and kept quiet at some, and folks thought he was showing signs of fear
little did they know that his wisdom surpassed the ordinary and his strength was not gonna be wasted
the time would come when their blasphemy and wrong doing would be properly chastened
he continued doing what he did, showing all of the fruits of the spirit
the church continued to not be submissive, as a matter of fact, his teachings of love and patience, and a good life, they simply did not want to hear it
they fought against the messiah, but the king of all kept on with his mission
request after request, he fulfilled request, and went right on with his righteous position
after all he did, after everything he made happen, his actions were as if they were nothing
the ultimate sacrifice was on its way, to show all an amaaaaaazing bit of something
for his love he endured the worse punishment any man has ever had to take
just imagine a innocent man going through this, if i could only see his face
he was not murdered, but he gave up his life, went to hell then home to glory
he is coming back to take his own to heaven, to our new home, then and only then will we be able see the rest of the story
THIS should be the mindset of a husband, the thoughts of a true christian man
We will never get to this point, if we never open our minds up to understand
,, xpressurself,,

in the mirror..... in adoration....

She sits in the mirror with the camera in front of her...
taking photos.....
in love with the very sight of her. almost turned on with her own beauty.
her eyes, are like windows of oxygen to her soul. able to actually..... BREATHE...
just like a nearly perfect portrait. yyyeeeaaa, anyone can tell she is in love with herself.
and if she isn't she damn sure knows how to fool the on lookers, and the nay-sayers, even if she does not believe herself. make-up flawless, clothes the perfect fit. shoes to be adored. HER vision is an image straight out of a magazine.
vain... conceited.... stuck-up... a straight bitch... well at least this is what the chics looking on would say, and dudes will see her as just a chic that is probably out of their league, or a really good piece of ass..

NOT EVEN CLOSE.....
 one would be amazed at how long it actually took her to get to the
point to where she could actually look into the mirror....
one may ask, how can a woman with so much class, and so much going for her fall into a place where she is allowing someone to take her whole being to be so damaged to where she has developed this, what some would call "the ugly duckling syndrome"
 you should ask her sometime.
 but instead, we would rather look and say, "that bitch think she is the shit"
when in actuality..... SHE IS...
To be able to overcome any type of abuse, you see, she was a victim of verbal abuse,
 loneliness, having a baby, with no one to help you....
well not just anyone, but the sperm donor..... abuse was not so physical, but the fact of the matter is, many have never had to deal with it to a certain extent, so it is what it is..
 But to just look at her now.... you can not do anything but smile. in adoration... with much respect.....
and I bet the only one that is authorized to judge her, loves her to death...
I put my life on it....
TO BE CONTINUED........
"xpressurself"

****PSA ****

This is PSA ...........

MURDER, MURDER

There was a murder today, and my heart cries, because another child gone from the hands of a another

Not sure of the things that lead up to that event, but my heart goes out to the family , the father, and mother

Several things go through my mind, and several emotions have just made me think

I remember the days we would fight another to get our points across, but this new age handle your business shit stinks

I got beat up a few times, pissed off a couple of weeks, but then was able to bring my ass back to school

Would not even try to get even, I got whooped, I healed, then I was cool

But not these days, these punks feel they gotta MURDER, MURDER a person to feel like a man

Or like they gotta feel like they are the bigger person, but its senseless, I just do not understand

Give me some boxing gloves any day, and lets do what we gotta do

I got body shots for you all day, and if I get dropped, I just get laid out, giving props to you

What rights do we have to take away something that we did not give

Who gave you the authority to make the decision if someone should die, or if they should live

There was a MURDER, MURDER, today, and as bad as the punch of this poem may sound

Just as bad as it sounds seeing the words on the page, that is just how real this BullShit is around town

Parents have it tough, and although I am not a father, my heart goes out to the multitude of you

Please keep your kids lifted up in prayer, lead them, guide them, ask our Father in heaven to help you

Accepting Christ as your personal savior is always available, it is never too late, it is so easy to do

There are some that will concentrate more on the profanity of this poem than what is being said to you

Well, it is not to late for your simple minded judgmental ass either, neither is it too late for you

I will start off the prayer, for the murderer, the liar, the lost, the saints, the Christian sinners as well as the confused

Pray for these children, they need the old time traditions back, to all adults, God is counting on you.
"xpressurself"