teach me *** re-read, and possibly re-do***

I am a willing student. A pupil ready to please

I am an empty glass, praying that you would place a little

Bit of faith in me.

A 40 year old man all bushy eyed and eager

never too old to learn a few new things.

The excitement is grasping all that life has to bring

So teach me, 

teach me please, for I am a willing student

A bit political, sagacious, prudent

Now, I am knowledgeable as we speak of life,

But that is only speaking of my life experiences

Tell me what you like, what you love, let’s share

All of our likeness’ and differences

I am grown, no games, willing to express my weaknesses

No big metaphors, no signs of menopause, ready to take life serious

I do not want to control you, nor confuse you  with my thoughts

I come at you raw, and straight forward, my words will not put your mind in knots

I am open, and as I said before, I am an empty glass ready to be filled

Now I will beguile you, but nothing short of making you smile with a thrill

But that is all a part of the playing field, and that is me being real, with a slight tease

Hoping to intrigue you, 

come teach me, 

for I am a willing student, fervently ready to please

“xpressurself”

i ate it

I looked at how it looked as if it was melting.

As if the heat that it endured had it sweating

NOW, I am there licking my lips

Wanting to dip my tongue down the middle

But instead I teased it a bit, lightly bit around the tip

Then I would lick it just a little

Shorty was looking and licking her lips, then she

Bit her lip quenching her eyes watching me as I worked

I had my fingers in the way, as it continued dripping

Down across my finger tips and I caught it

Then I just put my mouth on it, still working my tongue

Making sure I covered all of it

I think I was more into it then I should have been,

I moved away from it, that cream was all around my chin

again it started dripping, but I had to catch it before it dropped down

the way I was being watched, I insisted, you better leave me alone

I am sitting here minding my business enjoying

 eating that butter pecan 1 scoop ice cream cone.

“xpressurself”

Do Not Lie to Me.....

All I ask is that you do not lie to me

I have a vivid understanding that I am

Nowhere close to perfect.

I am also subject to do something

So randomly horrible that by the end of the day

I could possibly be drowning in my own tears

Yet, life I will still not fear.

I know at times I may appear to have it all together

Even though the inside of me is twisting up

Just messed up. From the frigg’n floor up

Nonetheless, I am not fragile.

So if I do something that is not up to par

And I ask you to tell me…… then just tell me

Do not lie to me

I may write something that ONLY I understand

what it is saying, and you may be reading it like

WHAT…THE FFFFUUUU…………..

PLEASE just say…. Nothing, or ask me

WHAT THE FFFFUUUU…….????
Just the same, If I did not do anything wrong,

Do not say that I did just to make yourself

Feel like the bigger person.

I need you to understand, I have not been saved all my life

And you will hear from me

Life is to short for people to be fraud to another person

There is a difference between encouragement, and not wanting to hurt a person’s feelings

Lying to me, damages my feelings.

Even the brutal truth may hurt, and tears may actually form in my eyes

That is still more powerful than telling lies

The truth will make me look at myself, dry my tears, and do it differently

To better me

To strengthen me

To motivate and encourage me

So please, do not lie to me

“xpressurself”

It’s Hump Day Wednesday

Hey you, come over here

Come and sit down in front of me

No need in being nervous and shit

My mouth is just watery

Hold on for a second,

Let me go and get a clean rag

I was watching you working out

And I am wanting you really bad

But I just want to taste you

Let me clean you up right quick

I want to lick the soul out of that pussy

Then inject you with major erections of this hard dick

Look at you….. squirming

You look like you are ready

I have no time to be playing around

You are dripping really heavy

I see you like how I circle your clit

With my tongue, then take it and suck it

It has been 10 minutes, and already

2 times you nutted

I see you are ready for your shot, and

I am ready to insert

That ass is going in circles,

Now its time to put in work

You been working on your twerking moves

And that shit is insane

I love it when we cum together,

No go to work on this hump day Wednesday.

“xpressurself”

TIME unwind

Time after time as time takes its time

I day dreamed about if time could unwind

Would I want to go back, what would I find

Maybe time would tell me to just remove you from my mind

Though it has been decades ago, those memories remain sublime

Though our ongoing communication crosses that line

I don’t want to think about you

I would much rather diversify my time, and maybe start thinking about

What do I want to EAT for that day

When I get off from work, maybe I will watch a movie

What will be the next thought guided poem I would write, or maybe go and

Sit outside and talk and play with my damn dog

I need a haircut, let me go and get a beer

Yyeeaa,  BW3’s let me go and change my gear

NNNAAWWW< that is not really what I want to do

I just really want to stop thinking about you.

I figure it is only a matter of time, as time takes it’s time

The world moves in circles, so I wait till time unwinds

“xpressurself”