My Morning Release

O.M.FRIK'N G.
I not too long woke  up, after talking to a friend on the phone
I know it was kind of early, but that was the way it goes
about 5 minutes after i hung up the phone, i had this uncomfortable feeling
I knew what time it was, so i did something that would start the healing
My stomach was in pain, and i felt really bad
hell, i was borderline mad
I sat on that seat, and prayed to my father in Heaven, and as I looked up
FATHER, PLEASE TAKE AWAY THIS PRESSURE THAT HAS BUILT UP
Release me Lord, because it is too much to handle, and i need to let this go
almost IMMEDIATELY after my request, this is what was granted to me
almost instantly, i had a great monkey taken away from me, oooowwwweeeee
I was again able to breath, and my speech was not so hard and strained
thank you so much... OOHHH LAWD... thanks
got up from my porcelain chair, and cleaned up where I sat
scratched my ass and pulled up my pants, and into the bed I went back...

"xpressURself"

To My Friend....(Mended Heart)

To my friend,
I heard you when you said it, I just did not know how to take it
This thing in your heart, there is no way to fake it
I wish you could break it
For the sake of carrying on, this trust issue can not be evaded
Yea I understand, it hurts and you do not want to face it
And there are no words in the world that can replace it
Your heart will take you as far as you allow yourself to take it
Put that shit in the past, and allow yourself to make it
That dude is waiting for you to make your choice.
And he will not move until he hears your voice
Go ahead and keep up that wall, and making no noise
You could be missing out on a plethora of joys
Holding a grudge has never been good booboo
You told me that you were fucked up, so what are you gonna do
This dude is crazy about you
And he is waiting for you to say that pain is through
I need you to survive, and only you can make that step
The 1st is saying it is over, and you will not fret
Live your life without worry or threat
You will probably smile a little more, I am willing to bet.
You make that 1st move, and I promise he will make the next 4
That pain you carry with you, you will have no more
He is capable of lifting you up causing you to hurt no more
Just imaging the joys and the glory you’d have in store
Just reconcile, and forgive, and witness will be you
He has sssooo many things to carry you through
The things you have missed out on, will be given to you
Jesus Christ carries out all the things he said he would do.

"xpressURsellf"

running back into a fist

 what are these words that you keep on telling me
they sound really good, and they are floating deep
you got me secure, believing what you say
I look forward to your bullshit, every day
"You are tired of his shit", "this nigga gotta go"
"he has disrespected me for the last time, i gotta let him know"
you tell me WHEN you get outta this situation, you are not getting back into it
2 months down the line, I noticed that you ran back into another fist...
WHY???


"xpressURself"