Thursday, September 5, 2013

in the mirror..... in adoration....

She sits in the mirror with the camera in front of her...
taking photos.....
in love with the very sight of her. almost turned on with her own beauty.
her eyes, are like windows of oxygen to her soul. able to actually..... BREATHE...
just like a nearly perfect portrait. yyyeeeaaa, anyone can tell she is in love with herself.
and if she isn't she damn sure knows how to fool the on lookers, and the nay-sayers, even if she does not believe herself. make-up flawless, clothes the perfect fit. shoes to be adored. HER vision is an image straight out of a magazine.
vain... conceited.... stuck-up... a straight bitch... well at least this is what the chics looking on would say, and dudes will see her as just a chic that is probably out of their league, or a really good piece of ass..

NOT EVEN CLOSE.....
 one would be amazed at how long it actually took her to get to the
point to where she could actually look into the mirror....
one may ask, how can a woman with so much class, and so much going for her fall into a place where she is allowing someone to take her whole being to be so damaged to where she has developed this, what some would call "the ugly duckling syndrome"
 you should ask her sometime.
 but instead, we would rather look and say, "that bitch think she is the shit"
when in actuality..... SHE IS...
To be able to overcome any type of abuse, you see, she was a victim of verbal abuse,
 loneliness, having a baby, with no one to help you....
well not just anyone, but the sperm donor..... abuse was not so physical, but the fact of the matter is, many have never had to deal with it to a certain extent, so it is what it is..
 But to just look at her now.... you can not do anything but smile. in adoration... with much respect.....
and I bet the only one that is authorized to judge her, loves her to death...
I put my life on it....
TO BE CONTINUED........
"xpressurself"