Wednesday, October 30, 2024

The flow of resentment (restart)

 She said..


You just need to get here, Get yourself placed, on these grounds.

Dont fear, i feel like God is wanting you to just come on down.

There is a lot down here for you

I can help you with what you are needing me to do.

I know, you have said to me you do not want to leave your job just yet.

You want to be sure to get a score first before you say yes.

I get it, i do, but i just feel, you just need to get here.

Get here, we can figure it all out.

I got you until you get a score, we will be good til we figure it out.

When your business gets off the ground, i feel like God is telling me you got us covered.

You will be just fine, we will not worry to suffer

I need you here, i am a proverbs 31 wife.

This house will be made a home, and we will enjoy our life.

Baby, just come. Just get here. Everything will be just fine.

Stop worrying yourself, i know you hate to burden anyone else, i am preparing for you to be on your grind.

Well, i am here, and yes, God blessed me with my occupation.

I get here to my own mental struggles, and false connotations.

Partial thoughts, led to partial explanations.

The money ran out, leading to panic and degradation.

Unconditional love, is really love with conditional expectations



moving... (restart)




i really did not feel like doing  moving
but i had to
the problem with moving all of your baggage is
the things you had, and was probably important, for
one reason or another, they were placed somewhere
or you accidently hid them from yourself.
and it was for you only, exposed to no one else
so the whold while you are sitting around, or whatever,
living your life, you never thought about those things
 that had been placed, or hidden from yourself
that you kept away from everyone else
going on from day to day, with no
thoughts about time.

10.16.2024