Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Do Not Lie to Me.....



All I ask is that you do not lie to me
I have a vivid understanding that I am
Nowhere close to perfect.
I am also subject to do something
So randomly horrible that by the end of the day
I could possibly be drowning in my own tears
Yet, life I will still not fear.
I know at times I may appear to have it all together
Even though the inside of me is twisting up
Just messed up. From the frigg’n floor up
Nonetheless, I am not fragile.
So if I do something that is not up to par
And I ask you to tell me…… then just tell me
Do not lie to me
I may write something that ONLY I understand
what it is saying, and you may be reading it like
WHAT…THE FFFFUUUU…………..
PLEASE just say…. Nothing, or ask me
WHAT THE FFFFUUUU…….????
Just the same, If I did not do anything wrong,
Do not say that I did just to make yourself
Feel like the bigger person.
I need you to understand, I have not been saved all my life
And you will hear from me
Life is to short for people to be fraud to another person
There is a difference between encouragement, and not wanting to hurt a person’s feelings
Lying to me, damages my feelings.
Even the brutal truth may hurt, and tears may actually form in my eyes
That is still more powerful than telling lies
The truth will make me look at myself, dry my tears, and do it differently
To better me
To strengthen me
To motivate and encourage me
So please, do not lie to me
“xpressurself”