For whatever part in
time, (of God), HE destined
me for a particular fate or purpose
Not even sure what the purpose is.
Not even sure if that purpose fits what fate I
have laid for myself.
I do not know that I want
To be a part of it.
As if I have any
Say about it.
When I was at a certain age,
I was reborn. I was placed in a place
That I actually asked to be.
I just did not know
I would have the opportunity to actually be.
That moment that my mouth opened,
My faith was put to work
I was tested and challenged and
Almost went berserk.
I paved this path for me to
Move accordingly through
But, though I continued making mistake after
Mistake, what was I suppose to do.
God helped me out a bit, and made me
stand still and firm
That same spot where I made my original
Petition, I kept circling it, and each thing that I learned
It would be planted where I sowed my seed
Making roots after roots after my growth was complete
So pain after pain, vine after vine, out of the dirt
Came my strength, knowledge and wisdom
God planted me by the river, with HIS
Divine predestined vision.
“xpressurself”