“Predestined”

 For whatever part in time, (of God), HE destined

me for a particular fate or purpose

Not even sure what the purpose is.

Not even sure if that purpose fits what fate I

have laid for myself.

I do not know that I want

To be a part of it.

As if I have any

Say about it.

When I was at a certain age,

I was reborn. I was placed in a place

That I actually asked to be.

 I just did not know

I would have the opportunity to actually be.

That moment that my mouth opened,

My faith was put to work

I was tested and challenged and

Almost went berserk.

I paved this path for me to

Move accordingly through

But, though I continued making mistake after

Mistake, what was I suppose to do.

 God helped me out a bit, and made me

stand still and firm

That same spot where I made my original

Petition, I kept circling it, and each thing that I learned

It would be planted where I sowed my seed

Making roots after roots after my growth was complete

So pain after pain, vine after vine, out of the dirt

Came my strength, knowledge and wisdom

God planted me by the river, with HIS

Divine predestined vision.

“xpressurself”