Isaiah 43:25
“I, even I, am He that
blotteth out thy transgressions for Mine own sake, and will not remember thy
sins.
Why can’t you just make up in your mind to just……….. love me
I am a sinner indeed, with still a lot to go through
Many things I have to deal with, as well as many things I still
have to do
But, why can’t you just love me.
My past is this winding circle of emotions, that include
laughs
Pain, depression, insomnia, rage and aggression on someone else’s
behalf.
Yes, I have did my dirt, and I have paid my debt, well, I am
paying my debt to God.
I mean, HE is the only on that I have to answer to.
No.. really true story….
HE alone has been there for me, with HIS grace showing HIS
glory
We are suppose to be like HIM, I thought,
Yes……
Then why is it, you can’t just love me
Maybe if I fixed my face as someone closer to you, maybe it
would be easy
I only want to love you, but what else do you need to see.
Are you not ready for the love I have, or are you just not
ready for me
I feel I am being placed in purgatory, being punished from
someone else’s mess
But, I refuse to remain in the hell hole, so maybe I will
just suggest
Why don’t you just TRY to love me.
Consider me your neighbor, your friend, your brother from
another mother.
You have hated me for far too long, but now I am needing you
try a different approach, stand with me…. together
“xpressurself”
