"The Assignment" (john 21))

This was the 3rd time Jesus had been out and about and revealed himself to those that walked with Him through his life
Peter being up to his old shenanigans, you would think he would have gotten an understanding after being questioned not once, but maybe twice
At the 3rd time, i think Jesus was trying to cover Peter after he denied 3 times; this is your chance to make me feel better.
just answer the questions that i ask, truthfully, and it would probably behoove Peter to make sure he can live up to his answers, to the letter.
but after he answered Jesus, Peter being Peter, either started smelling himself, or was just so nutty that he had the audacity to question Jesus about another of the brothers
John, the one that Jesus most loved was following them, now that should have never been a bother.
Peter turned and saw John following and he asked Jesus, what will you have this man do
This is the disciple that you loved the most, what things will he go through?
I can only imagine Jesus thinking to himself; what if he is the one that sits on the mountain and is placed into a sleep to be given the plan for the last days
he just may witness the coming of the greatest battle, as Gabriel swoops down, with the battle cry grabbing the trumpet in preperation as he plays.
i just may want him to write about everything that has been told to him, recording everything that i place before his eye
but Jesus simply replied, what if I wanted him to stay here, until the day that i come high.
whatever it is i have him to do, as long as he stays his course
tell me, tell me Peter, what concern is that of yours?
The others that were listening on, circulated this saying, saying "that disciple will not die"
"Jesus said it himself, we heard him" which was truly a flat out lie.
This is not what Jesus said, but in fact he said WHAT IF I HAVE HIM LIVE TIL I RETURN
see, even then the truth was twisted, when will we ever learn?
"xpressurself"

#IAMTHATIAM...

i was given a piece of someones mind concerning a certain poem that i wrote
they thought that by speaking to me, i would feel bad about it, but.... uuuhhhmmm.... nope
i think the way i think, i speak the way i speak, i i write what i have wrote
I tell you this, after i finished pissing on this person, they wish they would have just written me a note
This blog belongs to me, and these thoughts can not be tamed
if i really was an ass hole, this person would certainly be named
and this would not be a lie because this person recanted in the form of a text
copying and pasting would be no problem, i can give 2 shits about how much you are vexed
I am an expressionist, which means my opinion goes many places
PLUS i am a Gemini, i  change to many faces
i can easily go from 0-60 in .123 seconds
and from 60-0, in a litle longer time, I mean my tolerance has not yet been perfected....
#IAINTBEENSAVEDALLMYLIFE... IAMJUSTSAYING....
so to you and all of the others that feel like just because you have a mouth, that you can say what you want to say to me
the truth is you have the right to speak your mind, but be aware of the things i speak
God is still working on me, and he has given me a way to speak to make it tasteful, and more pleasant to HIS ears
but #IAINTBEENSAVEDALLMYLIFE, so you probably should have a bit of fear.
IAMTHATIAM, IBEWHOIBE, IAMTHEGOTDAMNMAN
go ahead and exercise your figure of speech, and i will exercise my right to dig into your ass, just as long as you understand
"xpressurself"