The Healing Music......

The music was loud, and it grabbed her
took her all across the floor
because that groove made her escape everything
that stood between her happiness, and the otherside of that door

Monday was the day when she came to her senses, and for the
first time in 10 years she could think
she never thought her problems was that bad, though
she was never given a real chance to blink
A beautiful middle aged woman, 5 kids, 3 different
baby fathers
One of them was an already a married man, the other
two metrosesexual ass busters, really just needed their
egos altered
She handled what she needed to handle, as far as the business
part of this mess
but she really was not sure about how to deal with the
other parts of her stress
The married man used her for a while, one of the other two and she became really
good friends
He did what he was suppose to be doing, and never disrespected
now nor then.
The other prick, use to beat her
controlled her thoughts, and continued too mistreat her
he came around when he felt he'd need her
if she slightly raised her voice he would  get her
She would go to work bruised up, from the neck down,
never showing that her baby daddy was mistreating her
but once or twice a week, this dude would commence to beating her

This is not a case where she is to be judged, but to just listen
to her about where she has been
I mean, she is looking at herself in the mirror. you should
stand beside her, while she is letting you in

At the age of 10, her uncle would do a 3some with her
and his baby mother
At the time, she did not realize it wasn't a normal thing
seeing that her Aunt did not seem bothered
Until she was 15 years old, she was a concubine to her only living blood
relative
and YES, THIS IS A TRUE STORY, so before you take your judgement
medicine
Her uncle use to tell her daily, that he loved her, and that he was teaching
her how to fuck her man
He also told her, when she became involved with someone, she would
then comprehensively understand
When she turned 16 years old, her uncle was killed
by 3 shots to the chest
I.E., her first and  2nd baby daddy, The married man, and that asshole
that causes her stress.
Some trains are not good to ride on, get off if you can not
take the ride
well, to shorten the story a bit, she was able to get away for a while to hide
She seeked guidance from the church, but they would beat her upside the head
with the Bible
They would tell her, she needed to change her life, or go to Hell, and they felt
their guidance was viable.
She attempted to seek refuge from the small time knuckle head
from the block
He only hustled, just to make a living, but he was the one that showed her
to Christ, and helped make her past nightmares stop
He helped her get her life straight, and straight she certainly did do
Her new friend taught her what it was like to breathe, and what it was to be
a friend; true
after years of healing, and finding herself, all she really just
wanted to do was dance
she started popping her butt, bouncing up and bouncing down
representing her shaking that stench off of her ass
SSSSSSOOOOOO,
he took her out on the town, JUSTso she could............... dance

The music was loud, and it grabbed her
took her all across the floor
because that groove made her escape everything
that stood between her happiness, and what she left behind,
on the other side of the door.
"xpressurself"