Caught between a rock and opportunity
Being under fire by much scrutiny
I have no choice but wonder, GOD
What are you doing to me
I want to be able to take steps, and keep on walking
But this bitch, called
my past, keeps passing my way, mocking
for what reason is it she keeps stalking
Back in the day, she keeps on involving
My desire to just live, keeps evolving, and evolving
The scrutiny of my past, while it continues revolving
What fuck'n solution is it solving
I take 3 steps forward, and she appears, balking
On-watchers are watching and talking
Some with their tongues hanging out, gawking
You may think I am complaining, and squawking
But this bitch called my past is a donkey
I constantly close the door, but here she comes knocking
With a plethora of bullshit, they be just standing around flocking
But guess what, I see you looking with your looking ass,
gawking
You over there blocking with your blocking ass, blocking
Being messy, with your messy ass, talking
But I am about to rise with my uplifted ass balling
In my closet praying with my praying ass, stalling
Waiting for my Savior, as he saves; I am
applauding
Hands up to My FATHER in Heaven, lauding
Caught between a rock and opportunity
Being under fire by so much scrutiny
I have no choice but praise HIM, GOD
Thank you for what you have done to me
“xpressurself”
