THIS bitch right HERE.............

Caught between a rock and opportunity

Being under fire by much scrutiny

I have no choice but wonder, GOD

What are you doing to me

I want to be able to take steps, and keep on walking

 But this bitch, called my past, keeps passing my way, mocking

for what reason is it she keeps stalking

Back in the day, she keeps on involving

My desire to just live, keeps evolving, and evolving

The scrutiny of my past, while it continues revolving

What fuck'n solution is it solving

I take 3 steps forward, and she appears, balking

On-watchers are watching and talking

Some with their tongues hanging out, gawking

You may think I am complaining, and squawking

But this bitch called my past is a donkey

I constantly close the door, but here she comes knocking

With a plethora of bullshit, they be just standing around flocking

But guess what, I see you looking with your looking ass, gawking

You over there blocking with your blocking ass, blocking

Being messy, with your messy ass, talking

But I am about to rise with my uplifted ass balling

In my closet praying with my praying ass, stalling

Waiting for my Savior, as he saves; I am applauding

Hands up to My FATHER in Heaven, lauding

Caught between a rock and opportunity

Being under fire by so much scrutiny

I have no choice but praise HIM, GOD

Thank you for what you have done to me

“xpressurself”