Monday, February 3, 2014

Cold and Damaged



I didn’t lose it
It is not lost, I still carry it around with me

I damaged it
I allowed things to go in a direction that things should not be

This shit hurts
Although I have played big parts in it’s destruction

This shit hurts
Just like a vice grip squeezing my life tight, my insides are malfunctioned

Ice has no chill
My heart has been chilled, not even the fire from hell could melt it

Just a matter of time
Yea, easier said than done, obviously this shit right here, you have never felt it

I didn’t lose
It is not lost, I still carry it around with me

But, whats wrong with me
No matter what  I do, or how good I treat them, the same outcome, I need refuge to take me

A Good guy
A good guy gone bad, I call it like I see it

Confused as hell
What was it this time, too nice, not considerate enough, did I say something and you not believe it

I did not lose it
It is not lost, I just put that bitch up, I still carry it around with me

M.I.A.
Am I really that bad to where they really just do not want stick around with me?
“xpressurself”