Do Not Lie to Me.....

All I ask is that you do not lie to me

I have a vivid understanding that I am

Nowhere close to perfect.

I am also subject to do something

So randomly horrible that by the end of the day

I could possibly be drowning in my own tears

Yet, life I will still not fear.

I know at times I may appear to have it all together

Even though the inside of me is twisting up

Just messed up. From the frigg’n floor up

Nonetheless, I am not fragile.

So if I do something that is not up to par

And I ask you to tell me…… then just tell me

Do not lie to me

I may write something that ONLY I understand

what it is saying, and you may be reading it like

WHAT…THE FFFFUUUU…………..

PLEASE just say…. Nothing, or ask me

WHAT THE FFFFUUUU…….????
Just the same, If I did not do anything wrong,

Do not say that I did just to make yourself

Feel like the bigger person.

I need you to understand, I have not been saved all my life

And you will hear from me

Life is to short for people to be fraud to another person

There is a difference between encouragement, and not wanting to hurt a person’s feelings

Lying to me, damages my feelings.

Even the brutal truth may hurt, and tears may actually form in my eyes

That is still more powerful than telling lies

The truth will make me look at myself, dry my tears, and do it differently

To better me

To strengthen me

To motivate and encourage me

So please, do not lie to me

“xpressurself”