Friday, July 27, 2012

Piracy....


If you look deep enough, you can see them from along the shore
Slowly from the other side of the deep, midst, the pages of thick gore
Sailing with a mission, mind ready, with the game face…. Pacing
Jumping up and down where they stand, heart beat steady racing
Yet calm……………
 some of them you know they are barely moving
Waiting till they get clossssseeeeerrrrr…..  mentally drooling…
Tension all around so thick, with evil all across their hearts
Ready to pounce……. That is how it will all start
Now here is the irony, a smart person would see something so strange
And head the hell the other way
But folk these days, will get caught with curiosity, and so choose to stay
But the appearance is so intriguing, and borderline sexy
“Let’s wait a little bit longer, let it get next to me”
Have every opportunity to get the away
But instead….. we stay
Now on the other side, there is no particular leader, it is every person for themselves
Of course, taking things that they can hold for collateral, or things to just straight sell
MOST times, it is a matter of just taking, just to take. There is no such thing as privacy
Sshhhiiitttt, this is straight piracy nigga…
And these days, they are not necessarily on a boat, or a ship
Not holding weapons, and things of such on their hip.
Ladies, these days they are in 3 pc suits, nice whips, a good smile, and decent conversation
These dudes can say only a few words, and make you lose your concentration
and to my dudes, they come with a pair of titties, a nice ass, and CLAIM to have their own shit
Which part did you not get???
Even after you tell them you have nothing, they will see what they can get for themselves
Even if it is nothing more than you taking a trip with them, first class to hell
Pockets will not come up empty; they will certainly take something away
A true pirate, will never waste too much time in the same place, they have no reason to stay
You just got bamboozled, hoodwinked, profiled, mis-tooken by sexy foolery
These niggas and chicks are ruthless, and they know what they are doing, so be safe, cuz this shit ain’t new to me…
Hell, being too nice ain’t what you wanna do; you better make them respect your gangsta
You better damn well believe, they will without a doubt hang ya…
“Xpressurself”

Monday, July 23, 2012

Never Alone....

THIS HAS CERTAINLY BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAYS.........

He promised never to leave me, never to leave me alone
no never alone, no never alone....
He promised never to leave me, never to leave me alone....
so did you....
I was told, "i will not walk out on you", i will not do that to you
you told me that you would stay and try to work things out before we said we were through.
i heard that, and i kept my promise when i said i would work on my communication too
to keep my house in order, i would do what i needed to do
i was working my phucking ass off, but that was not enough for you
life has been rough, and KARMA is no punk, it exist, and it hurts like hell, let me tell you
but i will keep marching on, pressing forward until my work here is through
Will continue to have God on my entire person, but this time i will obey paying attention to HIS clues
paying HIS dues, and as much as i can, i will follow HIS rules
Karma has me sitting up here singing the blues
My past is running full circle, and is sticking to my soul like glue
I know i am being really broad right now, but God and i know the truth
those that have left me by the wayside, i can not have the hatred of a fool
i realize i just did not belong in their circle in this season, and that is all cool
i just have to shake this feeling, dodge this bullet, and do what i have to do
kick rocks, and keep my mind and feet on the move
Praising HIM for what i still have, and what i will retain, and the other things i will probably lose
I am Kingdom bound, and HE is hard on my side, and will be until HE comes back, which is soon... and very soon
For HE promised never to leave me, like him, like her, and like you....
"xpressurself"




Sunday, July 22, 2012

DO THE WORK.....

JUST CALL ME THE RUBBERBAND MAN. IF YOU CAN
WILL ONE EVER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND
THAT I AM JUST A MAN.

IMAGINE FEELING LIKE YOU ARE BEING PULLED LIKE 5 DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS
AND ALL THAT YOU DO, HAS TO BE DONE TO PERFECTION
THIS IS IF YOU ARE LIVING TO ANOTHER PERSON'S EXPECTANTS

AND JUST THINK THAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT GETTING IT ALL DONE
YOU WANT TO MAKE IT ENJOYABLE, BUT IT ISN'T AT ALL FUN
WEARING 5 HATS AT SEPARATE LOCATIONS AND STILL REALIZING THAT YOU ARE BUT ONE

STILL TRYING TO PRESS TO MAKE THE MARK
CONSTANTLY PAUSING, RUNNING BACK TO THE START
THOUGH I DO ALL THIS SHIT FROM MY HEART

THIS MUZZLED OX, YET PLOWS THE FIELD
RESOURCES ARE FEW, YET WITH SO MUCH TO BUILD
AND IT HAPPENED, JUST NOW, LIFE JUST GOT REAL...

I REALIZE GOD HAS BEEN PUSHED FURTHER AND FURTHER BACK
YET I MUST KEEP MY CRAP IN TACT
NOT ONLY AM I NEEDING PEACE, IT HAS JUST BEEN REVEALED I COULD BE LEFT ALONE LIKE THAT.....

MY VERBAL WEAKNESS HAS JUST BEEN MADE AN ISSUE
NOW I HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT EXPRESSING MYSELF MORE TO YOU
BECAUSE OF LIFES SITUATIONS,  NOW WHAT DO I DO

I HAVE BEEN HUMBLED BECAUSE OF MY PAST HURTS
NOW THIS SHIT COMES UP, GREAT TIMING FROM THE DIRT
BUT GOD REVEALED TO ME TO  WORRY NOT, JUST DO THE WORK

NOW ANOTHER FAITH ISSUE, IS THIS EVEN WORTH A THOUGHT
BUT I PROMISED TO START LEARNING TO LISTEN TO GOD
I WILL NOT HAVE TWO MASTERS, MY LIFE HAS ALREADY BEEN BOUGHT

GOD TOLD ME TO JUST DO THE WORK, AND IT WAS SO CLEAR
WITHOUT WORRY, OR ATTITUDE, OR WEARINESS, OR FEAR
GOD IS WITH ME, HE IS AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN NEAR......

ALL I HAVE TO DO, IS JUST DO WHAT MUST BE DONE
ALLOW GOD TO LEAD MY LIFE, FOR IT IS FOR HIM AND THE SON
I WILL JUST COUNT IT ALL JOY, AND FOR MY SAVIOR, JUST" RUN FOREST RUN"
"XPRESSURSELF"