Wednesday, June 7, 2023

Love lost

 I love love, though I've lost the form of loving and seeing it through

Life has a way of removing the true essence of living and redirecting the truth.

The beginning of things are usually characterized by what's in front of you.

For a real and honest person, the beginning is usually the honest truth about you.

As life goes on, and some of the best  songs are written by our own pens.

Our minds see what we want in our future praying our past never shows up again.

Are we perfect, of course not, do we try,

Most definitely.

We do what we can to be the person the other wants us to be.

Wanting to be needed is essential, and as important as breathing.

Though they continue missing that life line,You often wonder what it is they are seeing.

I see you, and i always have, though there is still much to be learned..

 Through the mistakes and the pain, sun and the rain, it is undertood the respect isnt gained, but earned.


The best teachers offer the best lessons, and life is still molding and teaching me the unimportant things that need to be tossed.

Only love makes a person change, and i love love, with all of the.new new,and i am ok with all thats been lost.


"2TDM"

II Corinthians 5:17-18 NKJV

[17] Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. [18] Now all things are of God, who has reconciled us to Himself through Jesus Christ, and has given us the ministry of reconciliation, 


https://bible.com/bible/114/2co.5.17-18.NKJV

Tuesday, May 23, 2023

"MAYDAY MAYDAY" One day in May

 Happy bday to me

Happy bday to me

Happy bday to mmeeeeee

Happy bday to.me


"May, 2009"

The 3 wise men and I, hoping

I.can get assistance.

Wisdom and direction,

 I needed this.

Hurting and trying to

Dismiss this.

But I am being told

To briefly take a back

Seat to the masses.

Why should i care about

Their asses?

The end of my life....

The end of us....... 


May , 2012

Gotta get home

The weather is bad

Careful Dare devil,  the day

Before Memorial Day just wanting

To make it home. It's dark and its wet

and the water is swelling and the rain 

Is really.coming down.

Not much that can be done

When your vehicle begins to drown.


May 22,-2015

A gunshot hits hard when its

Burning through  your skin

Fear feels  a bit real

when there is a hole in your skin

Panic totally consumes you after 

watching uour fluids pour out your skin

This is the beginning of my end, I

Totally did  not deserve this.


May  19 2017

Sssoooo, as if it was not bad enough,

It was raining outside.

This stanky bitch starts all this shit,

Then to top it off, she lies

I was simply wanting to go to sleep.

I truly just needed some rest.

Not being at my best, 

feeling less and less

Calm and more irritated.

One more lick, now I am 

tired of the shit.  Still maintaining

But trapped behind that damn steel

From truth being fabricated.


May 2023

Look at me. Now...

Just look.at me

Happy birthday to me