i saw you.....

i saw you.......
from the first moment i saw you enter the room, i carefully looked away
we pretty much had eye contact all night, but not really anything to say
there were subliminal grins and adolescent shy aways, topped off with the coy knods
mayne i am thirty seven damn years old, this shit is becoming too damn odd
i turned away from staring and feeling like a stalker, i started to feel like i was being rude
this is not me, i am usually careful and coy, remaining a real cool, smooth dude
nonetheless, as the night passed, i continued working and doing what i do
as the night passed, you made it apparant that you knew that i saw you

then the boldness that was expressed made for an interesting week
i kept the thoughts in my head from that night and even at night when i would sleep
i was in the middle of a situation that eventually came to an end
there is no doubt god had a hand in this and before you and i could begin
things had to be done right, and indeed it was right
a bit off the normal way things are usually done i thank god for this night
 had no idea what to expect, but i have no complaints, i am a bit overwhelmed to say the least
my uncertainties and fears were some main factors, but i quicky became at ease
i can not hold any thing i did being the reason for the result of us following through
i only acknowledged that i saw you

i mean at this point where we are right now, is unknown by man
it will take many a while before they understand
if only they would realize, their busines it is not
they only need to understand what it is that i got
i received another mercy from god, this is just what you are
another feeding of the five thousand, perfect placement of the stars
another spitting on the ground, for i once was blind
another changing water into wine
i was being groomed for you, allowing my trash to be presented
to be placed in front of me so that i could empty it
to be done with that foolishness that i use to do
he waited for the right time before i saw you.....