YOU ARE SSSSOOOOO BEAUTIFULLLLLLLL ***********^^^^^^^^^*********

There is an untold story that has been exposed.
Yes exposed.
You are telling the story, i am only speaking it into existence.
You were born a not so attractive person.
Who told you that you were not attractive, society?
You have big lips, a dark colored complexion. overweight. hair a little bit more coarse than you would like.
RIGHT???
You grew up with that ugly duckling syndrome, and you took that to heart
you were continually walked on and looked over because you were never taught how to look to part
the things you did, it was because that was what you were taught to do
i sit and wonder what would have happened if someone simply told you;

that YOU ARE SSSOOO BEAUTIFUL, AND I LOVE YOU....

 how much would you take as true.
But you have gotten so use to:
HOW DUMB ARE  YOU/
HOW STUPID ARE YOU/
 HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THIS AND THAT TO YOU/
GET AWAY FROM ME WITH YOUR UGLY ASS/
GO DO WHAT I ASKED YOU TO DO WITH YOUR UGLY ASS/
GO GET IN THE BED, AND ASSUME THE POSITION, FACE DOWN WITH YOUR DAMN UGLY ASS.
and because of the way you have grown up, and the dumb shit you were taught, you do it without question.
people look at you and make their own judgements, without giving you a chance to sit on the stand and give your confession.

Life means: the period of existence/....
the quality that distinguishes a vital and functional being from a dead body

those negative vibes, and dangerous words has pretty much destroyed your inner self, and caused you to believe that you are nothing. But by the power invested in me, i speak  LIFE inside of you. YOU ARE SSSSOOOO BEAUTIFUL... 

Beautiful means:

1. Pleasing the senses or mind tastefully.
2. Of a very high standard; excellent.

Need I say more, now look in the mirror, clean your face,
do something with your hair, put those wild hairs in place
whatever your pleasure is. get that crust from between your eyes,
now pop your damn collars........and dismiss all those damn lies

now stand tall and firm with me, and take this gift of Life that i offer
lets speak this...... into existence.... to each other...

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL....  you are the epidemy of radiant. To hell with what you have been told. your life has been sold for the freedom of you knowing that you are not only beautiful, but you are royalty. You have been placed in the royal hood of Jesus Christ, for he has payed the  ultimate price.
He said that he did not come to grant you death, but that you shall abundantly have life....
he came to save us all from the outrageous lies, deceit, and the evil that is that Satan deems so useful
in the destruction of our own lives, but just remember God sees us as a reflection of him, and HE thinks YOU ARE SSSOOO BEAUTIFUL....
"xpressurself"

A BEAST....am I???

I AM A BEAST

UN-intentionally,

because you see, there is this abomination that dwells deep inside of me that consistently bubbles up from the gut of my belly, and turns the belly of my gut and out pours it through the clumsiness of my own mouth

and the more and more i ask God to control it, it persistently comes out.

I mean no harm by it. I mean to know me, is to get to know me

and if you just want to justify my actions by what makes you comfortable, just know that you can not control me

,and if you just want to judge me, then blow me

Just like each person that listens to this, or reads this, we all have a war that sits in our hearts that keeps us from being the best that we can be, and it is far more than what you can visually see,

OOOHHHH, it runs deeper.

I asked God in a previous poem to teach me to speak. Well he has perfected the things that i want to say, but in a conversation it gets a bit harder. I can be a bit sensitive when my intelligence is being tested.

OR, OR, OR,

when i am not getting the answers that i am looking for. I am not mad, nor am i in a mood. When i talk at times, that thing that spoke of earlier, you know that thing that sits in the belly of my gut, which turns the gut of my belly builds up, and amplifies. with more force than i planned. and it turns out that when i open my mouth, i turn........

INTO A BEAST.

but do not worry, you will know when i am mad.... but, for then, and for now, i am sorry. so, i will just be that thing that hurts people, but from a distance. in reality, i am just a cuddly teddy bear.
free hearted,
free spirited,
open minded,
and a bit bull headed,
but what do you expect. I am a Gemini.. a Gemini am I. complicated as phuck.

Mr. is not in today…. So you can either have this conversation with me, or wait until he is available, but as for this moment, to keep from upsetting anyone, i will just keep my silence.
just say good bye…
"xpressurself"