Hard Affection

I died from the gentle caress of love....

I seem to not be able to operate in a manner that keeps me productive

I sit and analyze each time you have told me that you were

There for me

In my mind, you were always where I needed you to be

Each and everytime I needed you to just breathe a few moments

Of affection

In exchange I gave one hell of an erection

Injecting parts of my soul inside of you, and each time I would

Come out, I found that I would send a part of me into the atmosphere

Making my life span shorten by each second.

15-20 minutes of slow intimacy.

The love that I had for you was infinitely, deteriorating.

I gave you everything thing that I had.

I shared with you everything that I was.

And you took everything that was me.

I died that night. Dead man walking.

There is still movement inside of me, that murmur

that you hear, is me talking

A dead man in a suit, still holding you close

To me. I can still feel you…….

Taking from me…..

Please release me…..

(inhale)

“xpressurself”