WHY I WISH TO SPIT.............

I was asked the question, why I wanna learn to spit,
 
I wanna spit for the sake of keeping it real, saying exactly what it is i feel
no one can ever say to me that i said something good and later on i am looking for an appeal
i spit for the realization of knowing that i have something to say
that will probably help someone on their journey, on their way
when they get down on their knees and do not know what to say when they began to pray
i wanna spit for my dudes that carry on that load, as we weigh ourselves down as we trod down that road
holding all that mess in our hearts that we are afraid to let go
from not having that MAN in our life just to say yes, or no, and our mothers end up running the show
i wanna spit for my sisters that act like a bitch, when no one understands their lives and the crap they deal with, because of these nothing ass niggas' bullshit... thinking about how can they live with our wit,
we would prefer to conquer the world with our dicks, and our Queens are just getting tired of that shit..( NOW I DIGRESS.......)
i spit for those trying to move forward in Christ, when the holier than though are really not that nice,
and us lil ole sinners become smaller than rice, and those that we SHOULD look to for guidance are either trying to be enticed, stealing money from God, or trying to sleep with the other members wives...
THIS IS WHY I SPIT....
i spit to keep my sanity in tact, because i admit sometimes i do not know how to act. i must vent to keep peace within myself, in fact,  i want to express myself and build myself up with the strength that i lack
i want to spit for my mother, and my sisters, the real ass women in my life, my best friend, and my lady, and for the hope of again finding a wife, my nephews, nieces, my God-baby, my grandparents, my uncles, aunts, cousins, my haters and all that have helped me make it through all of this unnecessary strife
I want to spit for the sake of keeping it real, saying exactly what it is that i feel, expressing my love for being in love, and telling of how love has made me feel... and the marks of where i have gotten hit
this is why i wish to spit
"xpressurself"