"NOOSETIGHT"

Noosetight and I can not breathe….

My girl thinks I am cheating
because I use to talk to other chicks

Yyeeaa, I know this shit had to stop,
but I had no one else to play with

Being a good nigga,
go to work and came home

And sometimes I WOULD walk in and she had that face,
 that said leave me the hell alone

Ok, I ignored it,
 because I knew that was not the case

I understood some things was bothering her,
and I was not wanting to be that bad taste                   

So as tired as I was,
I would be silly and cuddle

And she LOVED that shit,
though there was a house full of others

Taking into consideration,
there are a lot of hurt, frustration and pain

And me being the man that I am,
I did not want to encourage the strain

So I didn’t, but I listened,
and I thought I was being of some help

What real nigga wants his girl to have to deal
 with hurtful shit by herself

And she NEVER asked for anything,
yet and still I desperately wanted to supply

She was down in life, but still building herself,
and she allowed me to be her guy

And although I wanted to be just that,
I still needed some type of release

I felt like I had a noose around my neck,
hell, this noose tight and I can’t breathe

I wanted to be able to talk about how bad my day was,
instead of coming home to a bad day

I was careful with my speech,
I had to watch how and what I would say,
That noose that was around my neck, 

 that noose tight, and I can’t breathe

What I needed I did not have;
i needed just for a free mental release
My mind was molded by God,
so i need an area to play
i need a place to stand in this world,
 instead of just sitting in one place
But i love this woman so
and this chain i just refuse to break
But GOD HAS to become more prevalent in my life
mostly for my well being, and for my life's sake

2TDM  
 "xpressurself"