"In My Eyes"

I need you to look into my eyes
Do you see me?
Not the residue from my sleep
Not the tears that I hold in day by day
Not the reflection that I see of you when I look into your eyes
But do you see me?
Words have their own separate meaning each
time they are spoken
And I hold them to high regard
Words have made me think the way that I do
And as I hear them, I see things, probably a
bit differently than you do
Some may call it a word play
I call it the other side of a magnifying glass
Depending on how it is used, and what angle they
are coming from, those shits burn
I have a whole in my heart that I am trying to hide from the
rays of the sting before
It gets to my soul.
Again, you may call it a word play, but if you
Look into my eyes, you will see the
physiological functions augmented that has been replaced by
deception from several years of manipulation
as it has been said, you cannot un-know
what you already know.
Am I holding it against anyone…. No
I shall never again be the one to only see you
If you are not able to see the man that I am…
That I have become.
when i speak, my words tangle, and are
misused or my meaning is not clear
which is why i do not talk much
nonetheless
I see you because I want to see who I
Am dealing with.
Not from what you say to me,
But from what I see.
I only ask the same in return.
It isn’t too good to be true.
The truth needs no proof
You just have to see what is in front of you
my actions are real..... and true
“xpressurself”